Mother of Exiles
Every day I strap Peace to my chest and go
to work. I feed us both from my palm
full of seeds. Then Peace nurses and nurses
and I set to the sorting—sunflower, sesame,
poppy, pumpkin. Peace learns to use
her hands, then her legs. She tugs at my pants
asking for a spoon of avocado, or
to litter the buns, the braids, the crescents
with what she’s been holding an afternoon
in the palm of her hand. A favorite poet
hoped badly for freedom. He did not will
an earthquake but one cracked the walls
of the military prison, setting him free. Some
years later, I would carry him, that Saint
of Justice, in my belly, pronouncing,
each morning, those eleven letters of
his name. Peace. I could have called her
the name of any flower. I could have
called her Snow, or Victorious Woman.
She has always been quite small. And
because I am small, she will remain small.
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Listen:
Amanda Calderon reciting
Mother of Exiles
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